At moments I think that all my dolls are sitting on the table talking to each other about how they can cheer me up again... Screaming while I walk into the room, but without any response.
They can see me... But I can't see them. I've closed my heart for everything that I loved about them. My place in the community is lost, I was dreaming for the wrong things within the community and that was getting noticed by others and not the fact that I wanted to be happy with my dolls and all the things that I do with them.
Today is the first step towards this new me, loving my own work again like I used to so that I can see my dolls again!